some things i learned about love

While up in Nephi for Christmas i learned a few things about that crazy little word called love:

1. how Rachael sees the word: if i understood right she saw that word used way too much as a kid from her family without as she put it "really meaning it," (ie.. love yah) and so she feels that the word should only be used when she truly feels it at that moment. it is not that she doesn't always love me she just feels an unspoken love is just as strong or stronger.

2. how i see the word: i rarely heard that word in my house an in the little times that it is used by my family is for reassurance that everything will be OK and i still love you even through the stumbles. so i like to hear it a lot more than most people cause if i don't hear it i get to my worrying ways and begin to thing something is wrong.

3. how it can make things worse: because of the aforementioned view of mine when Rachael is feeling down i feel a need to tell her that i love her to reassure. i think i am helping when in reality i am probably just reminding her of how the word can be thrown around and help nothing. so i am learning to tell her i love her by leaning up against her. and staying near her.

4. how Rachael shows it without saying it: i said this before but she holds my leg under the table and how good that makes me feel, but she does other things too. she apologizes for being angry when she does not need to, she thins of ways for both of us to get the blanket coverage we both want. she worries how much I like her gifts (she is a very good gift giver and i have yet to like any so far). these are just a few example of how she shows her love without having to say it.

fond memories of early comedic genius Alec Baldwin

so i forgot how completely hilarious this is for all those who love alec baldwin this is some of his early comedy entitled Schwetty Weiner

taking a break

I have been writing my papers for school constantly for the last four days and I am taking a break to listen to some some classic music. take the time to have a break and enjoy these classics like i did.

Dusty Springfield "Son of a Preacher Man"



Lynyrd Skynyrd "Free Bird"



Pink Floyd "Wish you Where Here"



The Who "Babba O Riely"



Led Zeppelin "Stairway to Heaven"

an the ball has begun to roll

i must apologize for the next two weeks in advance. these will be soooooo busy i will be lost in my own little world of school.

list of things i am doing this week and next

1. rhetorical analysis paper on barrack obama's acceptance speech and presentation
2. 20 page communication research paper
3. sales meetings 4-5 with people who might want to buy advertising with our station (i hate hate sales)
4. Disney corporation financial strength paper and presentation
5. budget report television story and edit
6. rotary bowl brodcast saturday 8am-5pm
7. recording DJs for rotary bowl
8. finding music for rotary bowl game broadcast
9. record football practice
10. finish project for pre-production class
11. record last news show for DSC disclosure class

wow and more is adding. sorry once again if i disappear for a bit.