my mouth is dry

I don't know how to feel about it.

i grew up with him. i grew up kind of idolizing him and now he's dead


I just found out that Wayne, a friend from Tooele just O.D. on drugs.

i keep crying but i can't justify the tears in my head they just aren't logical.

i don't know why i am writing this on a fucking blog I just can't seem to say

he's dead

out loud.