ah i am a creature of habit

CURSE YOU PAPA JOHNS AND YOU TASTY BUT ACID REFLUX INDUCING PIZZAS

i can always laugh

it is amazing how soon you can so hard you fall out of your chair.



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my mouth is dry

I don't know how to feel about it.

i grew up with him. i grew up kind of idolizing him and now he's dead


I just found out that Wayne, a friend from Tooele just O.D. on drugs.

i keep crying but i can't justify the tears in my head they just aren't logical.

i don't know why i am writing this on a fucking blog I just can't seem to say

he's dead

out loud.

incase you didn't know

I have begun to enjoy the musician known as Le Calvin Harris

and here is two reason why

It was acceptable in the 80's

and

The Girls

can't embed sorry, but the songs are worth the traveling time to other links i promis.

Rachael

I think i loved you earlier than i wanted to admit. i feared unreciprocattion
I don't often feel as vulnerable as i do standing with you.
you can crush me or make my world glow with a single look.


I am in love with you Rachael thank you for being in love with me.


unreciprocattion

ah the mario brothers theme

and what an instrument a RC CAR!!!!



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i really can be

sometimes i am more of a jealous of a person than i like i get protective of my relationships and weirded out by dumb things like complimenting other people.

it doesn't happen a lot rarely in fact but my green monster can rear its head now and then. (I usually don't tell anyone when this is happening)

new scrubs woot to the woot

more things i am digging

1. Death Cab for Cutie's "Marching Bands of Manhattan"



2. Not playing World of Warcraft: man i spent over 1 months playing that game. ONE MONTH sitting in front of my computer repeating the same actions over and over again. i have so much more time to go on walks, do laundry, art stuff, write a book (An Unwilling Man), and do homework.

3. Drumming on everything: i carry around drum sticks like i did when i was young i miss the feeling of keeping a beat to the worlds movements. i like to drum the walking of groups around me.

4. Me in a beenie: i felt really attractive today. it was cold so i wore a hoodie and a Green crochet beenie and I really felt good about how i looked.

5. counting the days til Rachael's visit. it gives me something to look forward to.

things i am digging right now.

1. thrice- man i still love those guys (i remember seeing them live for the first time and being just in awe of how good they where i had never heard them prior and i have been hooked ever since)


2. internship- i am looking into an internship for school and i hope i get one in slc for the summer so i can be nearer to Rachael or if i get one here i hope it is awesome times five. an internship has really began me thinking about my future career and what title i want to put behind of my name: Mr. Bryan Johnson ________________________er

3. ubuntu- it is an operating system that i have begun to like because my computer jsut melted on me the other one not this one (god i am a nerd)

4. quick internet - my has been slow so i am very annoyed lately.